Manali

Heyee..
     It was just too good to be in Manali.. I enjoyed it a lot.. from stepping into the bus to stepping out it left me with such good memories that i will cherish.. i got the front seat near the gate and my co passenger was also quite nice he helped me in planning my trip.. as i had just these few days to spend in Manali and near about..  but ... I stepped out of the bus at around 8.30" mrng.. i thought that why take a room today and right now.. so i started to walk towards solang valley so as to do the paragliding.. the views were just awesome.. i soon realized two things.. the best way to enjoy Manali was either on foot or on bike.. I had less money so i planned to take the first option.. and i no where regret this choice.. as my co-passenger had informed me that the solang valley was around 5-7 km but it was the double.. so i can say that i trekked for this 14kms distance to and fro.. and on my way just after 2kms walk i started feeling hungry and had the student favorite maggie at a local home cum shop.. and then again began to walk the 14 km to the valley.. i was just aiming for the para gliding exp.. i was mesmerized by the view and wad just comparing it with Darjeeling.. but later came to a conclusion that both can not be compared at all.. both are completely distinct for me.. and while trekking there was a metal bridge and i should question its existence.. and then finally got the shortcut and indeed it was nice to take that road..  the weather  was also just so beautiful.. it seemed to me as if it was a different world altogether. I could not believe it once that a place like this can exist. I was just so happy from within but just couldn't express it to any one making it much more better .  And while i walked for a while then on the lonely road met two strangers they were foreigners. When i rushed my feet and approached them both were females i asked them as to where they were heading towards.. they were also going to the solang valley. So that in short meant that i had got a company at-least until solang valley.. we walked together and exchanged the talks and it was nice.. We reached the solang valley and they were confused as to if they were to do the paragliding or not.. but after a few hiccups i decided to do it.. and it was worth the money paid.. it was an awesome experience.
Then some Indians tourists started to bugg us so we thought to walk back to Manali.. on the way back Ana(one of the two from spain) was not feeling well and we waited for a passing by vehicle that could atleast give those two a lift.. they got a lift and reached their guest house.. i walked alone to manali and then to vashisht where there was the hot water spring. It was unbearably hot tried to take a bath some how and then took a guesthouse in vashisht itself..  awl of my plans went for a toss.. i thought of staying for just a day or two in Manali but happened to spend my entire vacation in Manali. Didn't go anywhere else. And it was all due to Edu and Ana. We met on all days.. and on the day before my birthday i had dinner with the two and it was all memorable.. i don't know how to write so much.. so better to keep it as memories.. we drank coffee and tea together.. and then used to walk manali together.. i visited their guest house.. there was a water fall near the place where i stayed and it was truely awesome.. i thoroughly enjoyed there.. and will plan a tour with ankit and abhinav to leh and laddhak may be next year.. i bid good bye to manali on my birthday carrying ample memories to cherish..

Grumbled and jumbled..

Heya..
      Its really shocking as to how things these days are so jumbled..  be it friendship. Personal life means to say. Me and my self things are all hoch poch.. and top most ladki.. bakkwas hoti hain waquai.. kya hoti hain yeh... Booh.. sahi hi kaha hai kisi ne ki kisi ne nahin samajh paya hai inhe.. yess i still think of Ananya at times or rather most of the times. I hav't thrown her out and doubt that iff i will.. there is this two new girls in office original names henna vaishnavi and nupur gupta.. u know just crush.. shit yaar true shit.. i have made my life shit.. and i regret..

faasleyein

bura lagta hai jabb aap kisi pe bharosa karo aur aapse door chala jaaye hai naa.. aisa waise toh kaafi baar ho hi chuka hai abb takk.. yeh likhne k baad ek slide show chala mere dono sabse bade chacha fir mera friend Sujay teeno jo iss duniya mein nahin hain abb.. Ankit bhi kaafi door chala gaya hai abb.. maine bhi mutthi khol rakhi hai.. reth ko jitna kass kar pakadne ki koshish karo woh utna hi fisal nikal jaata hai haathon se.. and for ankits such a behaviour i would thank his job in Delhi and his competency with me (i believe) and then Ananya (which i never imagined).. but these are a fact .. kachha hai abhi.. i have restricted ppl to access this blog.. i think at times do i really need to make a friend now.. or should i remain just as i am a single guy with just fake greetings when we meet people.. i wish i could solve this jigsaw.. i m approaching GOD and lets see when he will this particular issue fixed.. lets c when i get the best person of my life.. o lets see iff i die still searching.. its get interesting isn't it.. i do fel sad and it is awkward indeed.. Akbar is a nice guy i count on him,, jo cheez pasand aata hai woh milta nahin aur jisse rehna chaho aur naa pasand karo wohi gale pada hai abb takk.. i want to evaluate my life before i die.. and i am sure i will be laugh my self out loud...

Dunno whats going on...

Heyee.. i really don't know whats goiong on.. things seem to be in a mess.. and i am hating it. Today while i was online i scolded and unknown female.. i yelled at her.. and then removed her from my friend list.. and then today got himself a new bike.. i am happy for him.. i thought for a while that iff i was jealous.. but no i am riding way before he tested the pulsar.  Parr usne lene k pehle bataya nahin. Iss baat ka thoda bura laga..ho sakta hai ki mann mein kuch basa rakha ho.. god knows.. really strangers sucks.. i regret what made me send a request to that lady.. one should be himself.. its very true.. compatibility baithi toh theek warna jaao tel lene.. i m frustrated..

Yeh kya chal raha hai main jaanoon na..

Hey,
       I m writing this once again about a year later.. some good news is that its about to be one year of hcl and me being together. And about a year for ananya and to have talken to one another. I hav forgotten her.. she is of no more importance in my life.. kisi ko ya kisi cheez ko chahna sahi parr parr jabb uska raayeta ho jaaye to sahi nahin hai.. haam maanta tha usko.. parr pyar shyar naaaaa.. uske saath time spend karna pasand tha..parr shayad use nahin.. she is happy in her own world.. so i have to be in mine.. main hamesha se chahta tha ki main apni jo kuch thodi thodi baatein hain kisi ladki ko boloon.. maine bol di..ek hai ladki delhi ki.. parr kisi bhi respect mein woh delhi ki nahin lagti hai.. bass kabhi kabhi facebook pe baatein ho jaati hai.. maine kaafi kuch use bata diya fir bhi woh baatein karti hai.. parr shaant ho k baat abhi bhi hoti hai.. Ananya ke PG ki ek ladki bhi mujhe bhai maanti hain abb Shikha naam hai unka.. cute hain woh bhi..  bahaut maanti hain woh bhi.. ankit se thoda rukda pan chal raha hai aaj kal.. hope so jald hi theek ho jaaye sabb kuch..

Take care bbyee..

the last one..

heyeee...
   not happy :(  last tym i told dat ananya was chatting wid me but yesterday it awl came to an end.. aah i've written a lot in ma diary.. i do knw what was the reason for her such a decision.. she told dat it was better dat she hadn't talked to me.. aah.. i feel so bad.. i wanted to tell her so much.. plenty i had to tell.. but she left.. she left me alone on myself nd now i bet she too wud be feelin lonely nd yeah she wud also not be feeling gud.. even she wud be going thru hell.. i dunn want to her to go thru such a phase.. awl i ever wanted and wud want wud be to keep her happy nd make sure dat she smiles nd sorrow is nowhere near to her.. what i felf was dat she is scared of the consequences and she cares bout me a lot.. a lot.. i missed her missin her nd wud miss her for sure.. i dunno wether i screwed my assessment or not.. the result will say.. at times i was blank.. i know she has certain issues dats y she told whatever she told.. i'll wait for her.. how long i dnt knw.. i am in no mood to write today.. byeee.. hats off signing off.. i won't write nymore pages here. i'll only write ma diary..

not puntual :(

hiii
         things wer not well until now well a lil glad 2day.. last week on sunday i moved to a friends room thinking that it wud cost me less nd things wud go easy but the scenario isn't as expected although the flat was really awesome but it is too far from my office nd things are not available nearby.. so its quite tough there.. most probably i'll be moving to a nearby PG this saturday.. ya ya after changing my room i had been to Dharuhera i was chatting wid ankit thru texts i forgot the address which ankit had provided me nd landed up doing what i wud hav done wen i didn't know the address.. i roamed about the sector-6 there and there wer over 1900 homes there most of em were under construction.. its a fast developing city, as it is next to delhi.. while i was roaming about so as to catch a glimpse of Ananya several incidents happened i remembered that ankit had told me it was ___-33 but wen i reached a nearby locatin and asked for the plot  __-30 so as i could locate the nearby house instead of directly pointing to it.. it came out to be that guys house and enquired whom i was looking for i then told actually i was looking for __-33 plot hetold dat its an empty plot nd i should look for it in sector-4.. i toggled the streets of sector 4 for a while nd again started searching for her in sector 6.. i reached the extreme point wer there was a place named Neta ji Subhas Chandra Bose Chowk there wasn't any home beyond that and ananya had told me that her home is 10 mins from the bus stand, so keepin that in mind i had walked a longer distance and probability of finding her was less in that area.. so i roamed about in between.. a time nd a place came where a fat guy as ananya had told was her tenant i herad sucha guy take her name and tell you my heart was beating like as if i had seen  a ghost.. i walked nd tried searching for her for over 2 hours nd after an unsuccessful approach i returned to a friends home in delhi late at 11pm. He had prepared Chicken for me but i had left non-veg so i had to compromise with the gravy ...
i hav had two of three tests in HCL nd hav passed then the final and the deciding one is this week lets see.. GOD please help me.. hope awl comes out to be fine... nd am glad as I found ananya back in my profie nd she does come online so we are virtually connected thru internet now... ya i asked a collegue of mine to translate a few lines for me so that i could send it to prathee,,, awee the reply that i got from her was really nice.. she is like the sis tat i had always wanted.. just wish that she doesn't change much... ananya is chatting wid mee.. bbyeeee