the last one..

heyeee...
   not happy :(  last tym i told dat ananya was chatting wid me but yesterday it awl came to an end.. aah i've written a lot in ma diary.. i do knw what was the reason for her such a decision.. she told dat it was better dat she hadn't talked to me.. aah.. i feel so bad.. i wanted to tell her so much.. plenty i had to tell.. but she left.. she left me alone on myself nd now i bet she too wud be feelin lonely nd yeah she wud also not be feeling gud.. even she wud be going thru hell.. i dunn want to her to go thru such a phase.. awl i ever wanted and wud want wud be to keep her happy nd make sure dat she smiles nd sorrow is nowhere near to her.. what i felf was dat she is scared of the consequences and she cares bout me a lot.. a lot.. i missed her missin her nd wud miss her for sure.. i dunno wether i screwed my assessment or not.. the result will say.. at times i was blank.. i know she has certain issues dats y she told whatever she told.. i'll wait for her.. how long i dnt knw.. i am in no mood to write today.. byeee.. hats off signing off.. i won't write nymore pages here. i'll only write ma diary..