faasleyein

bura lagta hai jabb aap kisi pe bharosa karo aur aapse door chala jaaye hai naa.. aisa waise toh kaafi baar ho hi chuka hai abb takk.. yeh likhne k baad ek slide show chala mere dono sabse bade chacha fir mera friend Sujay teeno jo iss duniya mein nahin hain abb.. Ankit bhi kaafi door chala gaya hai abb.. maine bhi mutthi khol rakhi hai.. reth ko jitna kass kar pakadne ki koshish karo woh utna hi fisal nikal jaata hai haathon se.. and for ankits such a behaviour i would thank his job in Delhi and his competency with me (i believe) and then Ananya (which i never imagined).. but these are a fact .. kachha hai abhi.. i have restricted ppl to access this blog.. i think at times do i really need to make a friend now.. or should i remain just as i am a single guy with just fake greetings when we meet people.. i wish i could solve this jigsaw.. i m approaching GOD and lets see when he will this particular issue fixed.. lets c when i get the best person of my life.. o lets see iff i die still searching.. its get interesting isn't it.. i do fel sad and it is awkward indeed.. Akbar is a nice guy i count on him,, jo cheez pasand aata hai woh milta nahin aur jisse rehna chaho aur naa pasand karo wohi gale pada hai abb takk.. i want to evaluate my life before i die.. and i am sure i will be laugh my self out loud...

Dunno whats going on...

Heyee.. i really don't know whats goiong on.. things seem to be in a mess.. and i am hating it. Today while i was online i scolded and unknown female.. i yelled at her.. and then removed her from my friend list.. and then today got himself a new bike.. i am happy for him.. i thought for a while that iff i was jealous.. but no i am riding way before he tested the pulsar.  Parr usne lene k pehle bataya nahin. Iss baat ka thoda bura laga..ho sakta hai ki mann mein kuch basa rakha ho.. god knows.. really strangers sucks.. i regret what made me send a request to that lady.. one should be himself.. its very true.. compatibility baithi toh theek warna jaao tel lene.. i m frustrated..

Yeh kya chal raha hai main jaanoon na..

Hey,
       I m writing this once again about a year later.. some good news is that its about to be one year of hcl and me being together. And about a year for ananya and to have talken to one another. I hav forgotten her.. she is of no more importance in my life.. kisi ko ya kisi cheez ko chahna sahi parr parr jabb uska raayeta ho jaaye to sahi nahin hai.. haam maanta tha usko.. parr pyar shyar naaaaa.. uske saath time spend karna pasand tha..parr shayad use nahin.. she is happy in her own world.. so i have to be in mine.. main hamesha se chahta tha ki main apni jo kuch thodi thodi baatein hain kisi ladki ko boloon.. maine bol di..ek hai ladki delhi ki.. parr kisi bhi respect mein woh delhi ki nahin lagti hai.. bass kabhi kabhi facebook pe baatein ho jaati hai.. maine kaafi kuch use bata diya fir bhi woh baatein karti hai.. parr shaant ho k baat abhi bhi hoti hai.. Ananya ke PG ki ek ladki bhi mujhe bhai maanti hain abb Shikha naam hai unka.. cute hain woh bhi..  bahaut maanti hain woh bhi.. ankit se thoda rukda pan chal raha hai aaj kal.. hope so jald hi theek ho jaaye sabb kuch..

Take care bbyee..