hey...
dunno know how to begin.. just giving it a shot... you know for all the while i didn; say anything to ankit about the gal coz there was nothing as in such and once when i had tried telling him he had scolded me saying plenty of stuffs which wer incorrect or wrong.. yet i didn't feel bad as he was just trying to take care of me.. this is not the reason for me not telling him about the girl the actual reason was that that the gal was his girlfriends elder sister and he talked to her in different mood he used to crack jokes nd there was plenty of humor nd laughter. she enjoyed alll this and felt light.. i wanted to see her happy and if i would have told ankit about my stuffs and my problems then he might hav not talked to her in the same manner thats why... i always isolated one from another..
i never wanted any kinda misunderstandings or bitterness to creep in between them. thats the reason.. in the lst few days i hav been making rounds near her hostel hoping that i could have a glimpse of hers but yeah i seriously didn't want her to watch me doing so. today was her practicals she had once told me that her practicals would be on 19th and now just after a few days she will go back to her hometown and no more info about each other.. i am trying to get a room in Dwarka in delhi.. although it would be way to far from my office.. the reason being that it would be near her home just an hour from her home.. but my office would be more than one and a hours from there.. in the evening while i walk the streets and while i ride through the roads i scan so as to locate and identify her.. when i am online i don't know how many times i creep into her profile... i am excited to go to delhi.. make new friends there nd a new professional life over there.. hope awl would be fine there.. i hav not written my diary since me and the gal stepped back.. it would make me recall each and everything which i don't want to..
i got to go now.
take care and ya god loves us awl..
love u god...
dunno know how to begin.. just giving it a shot... you know for all the while i didn; say anything to ankit about the gal coz there was nothing as in such and once when i had tried telling him he had scolded me saying plenty of stuffs which wer incorrect or wrong.. yet i didn't feel bad as he was just trying to take care of me.. this is not the reason for me not telling him about the girl the actual reason was that that the gal was his girlfriends elder sister and he talked to her in different mood he used to crack jokes nd there was plenty of humor nd laughter. she enjoyed alll this and felt light.. i wanted to see her happy and if i would have told ankit about my stuffs and my problems then he might hav not talked to her in the same manner thats why... i always isolated one from another..
i never wanted any kinda misunderstandings or bitterness to creep in between them. thats the reason.. in the lst few days i hav been making rounds near her hostel hoping that i could have a glimpse of hers but yeah i seriously didn't want her to watch me doing so. today was her practicals she had once told me that her practicals would be on 19th and now just after a few days she will go back to her hometown and no more info about each other.. i am trying to get a room in Dwarka in delhi.. although it would be way to far from my office.. the reason being that it would be near her home just an hour from her home.. but my office would be more than one and a hours from there.. in the evening while i walk the streets and while i ride through the roads i scan so as to locate and identify her.. when i am online i don't know how many times i creep into her profile... i am excited to go to delhi.. make new friends there nd a new professional life over there.. hope awl would be fine there.. i hav not written my diary since me and the gal stepped back.. it would make me recall each and everything which i don't want to..
i got to go now.
take care and ya god loves us awl..
love u god...
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