Thursday, May 26, 2011

things getting better

heyee...
    its ben quite a  tym sinc i've written my diary.. i feel bad seeing ma diary lying der.. i'm kinda getting regular here... yesterday i talked to Ankit for over four hours nd told him plenty a things that had happened nd that was going on.. i told him that while speaking to him at that tym also i was in ananya's park.. i wonde she had seen me.. i was der in her park for over half n hour..  if she had seen me, she didn't text dis tym.. he was  disappointed by my acts nd after da talks he was convinced nd was fyn..
    yesterday i seeked explanation from shrishtee too, as what was the reason of her such a behavior.. nd why was she so badly pissed of last tym.. she provided m with a solid reason nd now no regrets just dat now i ought to be a bit cautious... yesterday talked to her for over an hour arnd.. i told her the realities of a few of the guys arnd me who just play arnd with gurlz.. she was astonished as to how disgusting boys can b nd th same i had for such gurls who were prey of theirs.. we wer talking to each other as to like nothing had ever happened..
    I was getting texts from Aditi since few days knowing how i was nd if had been done with my packing nd stuffs like that and why i was not replying.. i was not replying to her texts but decided to do it once.. i told her that i was not angry on her or nything like that i'll let her knw da reason of me no replying wen appropriate time comes.. she kept quiet..
    i told ankit that i expect ananya to be back in ma life as a friend in next 6 months to a year.. he told as it was not possible as she is very stubborn.. but dunno y hav that feeling from my inner soul that yesss she'll be back nd i'll be having her back..
    i don't feel like having my bags packed.. dunno y.. i feel something is stopping me from going to delhi.. can't tell it to nyone.. not to mumma or ma mausi.. i'll no doubt miss jaipur a lot the ppl here nd those whom i got to knw in this short span they accepted me theirs.. i'll miss my student.. hope so we remain in touch..
    iit results out nd none of my known happened to qualify, i thought that bhanu(cousin) would qualify but his result was similar to last year's result, nd pratheepa also didn't qualify.. i'll punch her whenever i get a chance to do so..
    bbye for now..

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